8.15a.m.Today woke up early in the morning (really early for me) just to prepare breakfast for Tatt. Well, basically this is the first time i cook for him before he is leaving to U.K. I have cooked mashed potatoes with boiled eggs, for the 1st time! *wahaha* felt so excited!and the taste was actually not bad ;p Hot dogs, fried egg, mashed potatoes, chicken soup and a peach make up a Jane's style eastern breakfast!~So satissfied with it ;D However, i will be on top of the world if he finish up the rest of the soup! Nevermind, maybe he really dislikes it just like i dislike lamb chop.

3.00p.m.Thought will feel better after sleeping 3 hours! Who knows the windy and cool weather were not enough power to urge me to sleep. Felt frustrated again. *sigh* Nevermind, still need to work on the presentation which at 5pm. Last minute preparation for me, but actually quite nervous about it.

5.00p.m.Presentation started. But, our group did not actually do any rehearsal! Gosh! A group with 9 people in it without rehearsal, what it will be? Joanne was so anxious about it, because everything was not under control at all and we did not know is there any probability to overcome the situation. BUT, maybe sometimes we overworried the situation, the outcome was not as worse as we thought afterall...*Relieved*, that's the word when we finally got to know our presentation get 78 marks at the end of the class. Wow, top marks for our section! Unbelievable? YOU better believe it! You might think 78 is nah, not a big good grade or big deal BUT we did sastify it!~ *Good job and well-done*

7.10p.m.Dinner with the debate class, which was a farewell dinner for Tatt. Spent the time at WINGS, Putra Permai.

9.30p.m.Thought want to meet Joanne and the rest of friends for assignment meeting but when walking half way, got Ming's call to celebrate William's birthday. Rush to there but the celebration was just over because the surprise for him was a LIVE broadcast on-air dedication from RadioMMU. *Aiks* miss it!~

11.45p.m.Another birthday celebration for Nicky, a senior of mine who is going to graduate this semester. We gathered at the playground and were hiding before someone lead him to the actual place. The target (Nicky) was spotted but when the cake reached infront of him *huu-uu* strong wind blew off the candles light, the atmosphere kinda embarassing and funny*opps* Nevermind, nevermind the birthday song still goes on with English, Canto, Mandarin and finally Malay version.

12.45a.m.Writting blog till now. Messy mind, complicated feelings, indescribable words... need more rest, need more concern to friends that care me and i care, need more time spend with beloved family, need to keep fit(back to alpha weight), need to reorganize my mind, need to ignore and forgive, need to do things that are vital, need to have more courage... ...

The talented guy

Jay , jay!My all time favourite singer! His album will be released soon! *Yippie-yay-yay* YI RAN FANTASY, the album name, really out of my expectation! From the title, he seems to want to continue the style of the second album, FANTASY, which has high compliments indeed. Well, hope this time he can make another legend in the music industry! Go, go, go for JAY! Here's the link for you to watch out Jay!~Check it out, peeps!

http://www.motomusic.com.cn/RequestRouter?sCommand=jaynewalbum

(p.s. Can anyone tell me is Pei Chen still with Jay?I miss her heaps ;/)

Insomnia is hauting me!

I did not have a good sleep for these 3 days! INSOMNIA! Everytime i close my eyes i think a lot of things...i really don't like such feeling, all those negative thoughts that kept running in my mind! Why? Is it thing will become complicated whenever u have grown up? is it problem will keep hauting you although you are trying to run away from it? is it scenery no longer be the same after u have woke up? Stop haunting me, PLEASE!

Thanks to our dearest housemate, Chee Wai!~;)

Yo! Yo! Check it out man!~ The long awaited dinner-- Chee Wai's Style Western Food!~*Ta-Dah! Chee Wai is an expert in cooking, no doubt on that! Can't believe that he made the dishes on his on!~*Solute, solute! Suddenly, felt ashamed for myself because i can't really cook except for instant food, fried rice with egg, yee mee with soup, and.... haha!~*lousy me*

Let us see what dishes has contributed by Chee Wai:

Lamb Chop

Chicken Chop

Beans

Fillet-O-Fish (Fried and with Lemon Sauce)

Mashed potatoes --> My favourite

Mushroom Soup

Dessert-- 'Tong Sui'

(picture taken by my housemate, Wuan Yin when i was just woke up ...what a tired-look @-@)

*Yummy! Everyone is so delighted! Thanks to Chee Wai, Chef of the day ! *thumbs up*

"CLICK" to the future

FRIDAY outing was fun! I rarely stayed at cyber to enjoy my weekends, but this time i did. It was because i wanted to do my revision at here, scared when at hometown many things will distract my mind. However, at the same time i miss my family heaps.
''Mom, i'm not coming back this week.''
''Why?i thought you are coming back, so i already plan to have family steamboat together when you're back.''
'' Sorry...''

I told Ming about it and she said your mummy must be missing you soo-soo-soo much! Yeah, which parents don't miss their kids especially just get to see them once in a blue moon? I guess Ming miss her family more than i did since the probability she went back to her home sweet home was lower than me. *Happiness* me...I should appreciate every family reunion.
Back to the Friday happening night, Ming, Suzie, Mayway, Jaclyn and I went to Midvalley for a movie-- called 'Click'. There's plenty of friends of mine watched it already, most of their comment was GREAT,HILARIOUS, TOUCHING...bla bla almost everyone comment on the same things. We departed at 7pm and reached there around 8 something++. The girls went for the japanese dinner while i rushed to do my window shopping!

The show started at 930pm and we were late for it due to we waited the queue to buy 7 smashed potatoes, 2 drinks and a popcorn for 5 gals!~Gosh, greedy us! ''CLICK'' was simply hilarious, made me non-stop laughing. While in my mind, i kept thinking which part on earth that will make me cry? Cold-blooded me darn rarely cry whenever i watch movies that are so-called touching. But...this time it made me dropped my tears!

''Appreciate what you have now'' Really...although you heard that many times already, but it's true. Almost all of the girls cried like waterfall, without realising that their tears dropping continuously. The story was touching and every family scene just reminded me of my precious family. How we grew up, how our parents showered us with love and care, how our family pampered us and supported us...there are so many , so many uncountable things that our beloved parents contributed in this family! And we, as children ...what have we done? i admitted i did not really show my love and care to my family, like the westerns. And i wish i could. Parents always fufil the satisfaction of kids whenever they afford, but as they grow up, non-stop demanding, greediness, emotional, uncaring and so forth negative expressions are more than enough to hurt their parents. Sigh, being parents is not easy. I told myself do not because of this movie then i shall change myself to be better, an obedient daughter. But, actually we should do that from the beginning since we came to this world. Being with family is a happiness thing, do you agree with that?

After the movie, we went to bowling center to have fun. I was so lame! All of them so 'pro' in bowling while my marks far left behind *Aiks* All of them were so ecstatic whenever they strike but poooor me always got zero for it! :( Rarely good in sports! :( The next station was Asia Cafe, it was the second time i went there, a happening place i called it. I love the place since variety food for you to eat! Unlike Cyber's food that sucks to the maximum! And here's the list of food we ordered:

Ming -- Rojak
Suzie -- Ikan Bakar
Mayway -- Fried Mushroom
Jaclyn -- Pepper sauce bread
Me -- Fried chicken

Yummy!yummy! so delicious indeed! The food was absolutely tasty and delicious, felt like going there more often! Especially, first time trying new food-- fried mushroom. I thought it won't be as tast as i thought but who knows...you never know it if only you had tried it before! *Thumbs up!* After the full supper, we went to the 3rd floor for a pool session. The night was still young, haha! None of us said want to go back to cyber either. Well, the place of playing pool was like a haze, full of smoke! But the game was fun and we ignored that. Again, my athletic skill was lousy *sob sob* The gals again had proven they were absolutely expert in sports!*Solute!solute!* Most of the gals were so loquacious while me was so sleepy and tired. The time was 430am *yawn* We ended the game around after 15 minutes and finally went back to the city of desert -- Cyberjaya.

Phew!What a day! A delighted night and hangout! But it burden me as well!~*Sob, im broke!*

Before ended, i just want to say 'I LOVE YOU' to my family :) Good nights, peeps!

Freaking uncomfortable, still thinking about that bloody shit thing, piss me off! Thought everything will be fine, thought don't want to think about it, thought can handle it with confidence, thought can just ignore it, thought can avoid it...thought...yea, but at the end of the day still like coward handle things like shit! Don't think to reveal the emotions, but somehow failed to do so! thought was a little bit good in handling it, but that was only comfortable words! darn it! Just being the original one, being pure, not like a hypocrite!

Dedicated to August babies

Dedicated to August babies!~ Sweet and lovely cakes just for you!~ Yummy! Yummy!~Are you loving it? ;D

Blog again!

'Ta-Dah'!~back to this brand new blog again! At first, I can't wait to drop an ink at here with excitement, but today's International Finance paper made me down indeed!~ 'Sigh~sigh~sigh~' I can't stop sighing since these days I non-stop repeating my revision and putting high hopes that the question will be just like the tutorials...SIGH!~ My peeps felt down too but nothing else can do except the consideration of the lecturer in the marking scheme that will bring us back to hope again! (Pray hard for it!)

By the way, there's plenty of things I want to share at here during the past few weeks. Hmm... before the mid term break, a friend of mine, Mr.Seven apparently 'invited' me to be his model in his latest assignment together with Ming and QQ. Ming and I discussed about what we should wear for the shooting and then busy mix and match with all those nice clothes we had. While the photographer, Seven was supposed to construct our style but somehow he had confidence with us -- by giving us the freedom to mix and match ourselves. We felt helpless since Seven paid less attention on it. And there goes our expression ---> =.='''' Anyway, the shooting was falled on Saturday before we started our own holiday. Ming woke up earlier in the morning to get herself prepare well while I'm still busy dating with Mr.Chow in my dream lol. Luckily, we had matched perfect costumes for ourselves, because the combination of colours are simply perfect and sharp! QQ wore a purple spaghethi stripe, Ming with her orange basic top while I wore my new blue-green lady blouse. And we started to do our so called 'Model look' pose here and there with all the magnificient building scenery in Putrajaya. It was fun, cool and a little bit feeling glamour from the bottom of heart! Gosh! haha! Another new try in outdoor shooting!~ (Yay! ;D)

However, the hot and humid weather did really killed us to non-stop sweating and our eyes were too heavy to open. Hopefully, the pictures ain't that bad after editing, haha! Talking about the photos I think will upload later since I have not get it and I had failed to urge Mr.photographer for it perhaps. Well, don't hesistate to drop your comment by then ;p

Blogging at here is getting draggy since there's too many things seduce me at the same time! My bestie, Joanne with her bf came for a short visit after their window shopping in Mines. At first, I was thinking to watch a movie together -- The Brokeback Mountain. But somehow, things turn up in a half way and they went back. And, I felt kind of sorry for her due to do not entertain her much as I started to blog myself here ...opps! Meanwhile, my housemates were so excited as they want to watch Re-cycle, which seduced me again! Ummm... huge influence! Haha, anyway Joanne, Stanley, Homa, Foong, Chee Wai and I watched the so called horror movie in the living room with a LAPTOP! Imagine that! Not bad, a medium size living room can be a small theater as well huh? Well, I just want to comment that this movie is not an ordinary horror movie, it has deep meaning in it --that's not to forget things that we dumped before?! Is appreciate what you have now and had before! Bare that in mind! People always feel regret after they had done silly mistakes or wrong decisions and there might not be any second chance since then.

Before ended for today's entry not to forget, Happy Birthday to Karena Lam (17.8.2006) ! My favourite star, wish her career in the future will brighter and brighter!~ Always support you!~ Muaks ;D

Cute doggie

''Woof !woof! '' Seeing these two little cutie puppies make my day happier and wipe away my stress as well :)

Hope they will cheer you up too! ''Woof!''


p.s More posts coming up! I'm having mid term recently so will come back to here after this Thursday ;) Stay tune! LOL~

The first ''tale''

Wow, this is my 1st ever new blog! Jane's tale! *Wahaha* ;p Honestly, i did not ever think to own a blog since the day i know what is called 'blog'. First impression to me, it is one of the most boring activity. However, during the days i get to know more about 'blog' like when i on-air or from friends, i just feel like writting a blog is just like writting your own diary but is in the public way. So, whatever things that related to Jane at here, it is no longer my privacy. And, i doubted that should i post all those happenings photos to let people know how wonderful my life is as what i saw others did? I think it is the youngsters' trend to do so to let people know that 'oh, you are such a hip and happening person!' If you do not have those fun or exciting pictures, hmm... i would like to say you need to upload it if you want to catch up with the trend, or else you are an outdated person! LOL. It's like buring satire and freezing irony. By the way, i am in the 'outdated' list too! haha!

Well, i saw loads of friends of mine have started their brand new blogs by posting all those amazing articles about their life, recent issues, special thoughts and etc. It amazed me but still not enough to push my laziness to write one. Until i feel like, gosh, here's another good choice to throw all my feelings and emotions at here and express it out loud ! (Of course, it will be a part of my memory writing online diaries.) I should just started it earlier to improve my ENGLISH! Yep, that's true! Being a final year student, i can say my english is still at secondary school level or even worse due to the surroundings here i attached and also friends i know are more used to mandarin, so the probability for me to use english is lesser and lesser *SIGH*

I guess i should stop here, i have no idea in this 1st posting, feel like need more exercise in writting essay, a messy post i guess. Hope YOU, yes You, who are reading or 'listening' this will know what i am trying to talk about. Till here, have a nice day! :)

(p.s. if you don't have a blog, start it right now and let someone out there knows you better! ;p)