Freaking uncomfortable, still thinking about that bloody shit thing, piss me off! Thought everything will be fine, thought don't want to think about it, thought can handle it with confidence, thought can just ignore it, thought can avoid it...thought...yea, but at the end of the day still like coward handle things like shit! Don't think to reveal the emotions, but somehow failed to do so! thought was a little bit good in handling it, but that was only comfortable words! darn it! Just being the original one, being pure, not like a hypocrite!