Merdeka!Merdeka!Merdeka! yeap, really merdeka! Finally finished my last paper. Surprisingly, I did badly in this paper. Suppose Personal Finance is the easiest among the 5 subjects that I've taken but I...ended it up by doing badly. Sigh, don't know what's wrong with me in this semester cz' I used to be very anxious, worry, tense whenever exam is around the corner. Yes, this time I did. But not so nervous as before. I hate this feeling, it made me less passion towards in achieving my goal. Some friends might think that 'hey, cool down k? relax abit!~' Nop, it's hard for me, I prefer in the tense way. The revision period in this semester might be the most relax time compare previously, and it's not like me... ...Am I not concern for my academic anymore? or is this too late to be concerned? Time past so fast that I can't even have some time to re-evaluate myself again and again. Still, I did not really reach the goals or the determination I set before enter this U. There's so many to accomplish! And I, I just give myself excuses, numerous reasons that escape from what I am supposed to do! Too many distraction and attraction out there, I'm not good to cope with. Looking back this semester, I think I'm getting introvert. Problems arising, obstacles cropping up... ...I have less courage to overcome it. The inner feelings of mine, only God knows. Indescribable. I hope to meet the person who knows exactly how I feel. At this moment, I just want to be alone...alone in my world and cried out loud... ...